Thoughts on Life

I think about the past and how years have gone by in a lightning flash.

My children are grown with lives of their own.

I’m proud of who they are.

I don’t feel the same as I used to.

I’m getting older. Sometimes, I’m embarrassed of myself

for not wanting anymore struggles.

I wonder about the choices I have made.

Could I have done something different?

I forgive with my whole heart but realize at the same time,

It’s okay if I don’t forget the harm.

I have felt deep grief, humiliation, loneliness and fear.

I have felt love, strength and determination as well.

I have made mistakes like every other human.

I continue to learn lessons and make amends.

I work at not repeating unnecessary choices.

I believe it’s crucial to my spirit.

I’ve had plenty of hardship, but in the end

I realize how truly blessed I am.